Growing Sideways
by Noah KahanTranspose
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So, I
took my medication and I p
oured my trauma out
On some s
ad-eyed middle aged man's overpriced new leather couch
And we ar
gued about Jesus, finally f
ound some middle ground
I said, "I'm
cured"
And I div
vied up my anger into
30 separate parts
Keep the
bad shit in my liver, and the rest around my heart
I'm still
angry at my parents, for what their
parents did to them
But it's a
start
But I ig
nore things, and I move s
ideways
'Til I for
get what I felt in the
first place
At the end of the
day, I know there are
worse ways
To stay
aliv
e
'Cause everyone's g
rowing and everyone's
healthy
I'm t
errified that I might never have
met me
Oh, if my
engine works perfect on
empty
I guess I'll
dri
ve
I guess I'll drive
So, I f
orgot my medication, fell
into a manic high
Spent my
savings at a Lulu, now I'm sufferin' in style
Why is
pain so damn impatient? Ain't like it's
got a place to be
Keeps rus
hin' me
But I
ignore things, and I move
sideways
'Til I for
get what I felt in the
first place
At the e
nd of the day, I know there are
worse ways
To stay
aliv
e
'Cause everyone's
growing and everyone's
healthy
I'm terri
fied that I might never have
met me
Oh, if my
engine works perfect on
empty
I guess I'll
driv
e
And if
all my life was
wasted
I don't
mind, I'll watch it
go
Yeah, it's b
etter to die n
umb than feel it a
ll
Oh, if
all my time was
wasted
I don't
mind, I'll watch it
go
Yeah, i
t's better to die
numb than feel it
all
But I i
gnore things, and I move
sideways
'Til I
forget what I felt in the
first place
At the
end of the day, I know there are
worse ways
To stay
aliv
e
'Cause everyone's
growing and everyone's
healthy
I'm terri
fied that I might never have m
et me
Oh, if my
engine works perfect on
empty
I guess I'll
dri
ve
I guess I'll d
rive
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